TUESDAYS AND SCHOOBULLSHIT

so as much as i try to pay attention in this class, theres alot of lingo they use that i dont use much in my vocabulary. All these classes revolve around playing the game of Making Money. But it also seems to more you get into this making money shit, the less you enjoy what drove you to get into it in the first place. Is having a lot of things really contribute to ultimate happiness? Well i already know it doesn't, since it seems all humans always want more anyway. So it is pretty bad. But most of us have developed this addiction to "finer things" etc etc. It seems to make us forget how to sit and just relax to nothingness. Foreal. I catch myself constantly needing to get something done or to do something. I'm so use to it that I feel I need to stay continuously productive. But one thing I hate the most about being mostly productive is how it makes the time in my life seem a lot faster. I don't want life to go by faster you know. I want to stay young as slow as possible. Ah...Anyway..i skipped last weekend. Last weekend wasn't anything crazy..decided to try Zentra, after having not been there in so long. Use to be the place to go to before, now times have changed a lot. The older we get, the less excitement there is because we've done most of it! Oh man and I have done a lot in my life. Been through a lot, seen alot, everything a lot. And I STILL struggle with a lot of anxiety and brain blocks. I guess its something that will never really completely go away, something that ill have to continuously need to challenge. But damn.. aint that headache to live in a constant struggle. So the struggle goes on in my head, and in school and life. Externally and Internally. Its really hard to keep up in my HR class, theres some lingo I just don't understand. Well, if i feel like learning new words, maybe I'll try it out. Well, the internet finally works perfectly now. I won't have to run it through my phone anymore. Not much highlight of last weekend except maybe cafe le guarda. That was some really good Cuban restaurants. Monica brought up us food blogging, well.. thats what i like to do. Until the next adventure.. more pictures will definitely be taken for memories. Good bye.