In Love in a Dream

What I'd give to be that with you

What my heart feels when I felt that with you

In my dreams, blood rushed pulsating from my finger tips as it streams

A shock wave of love pulsating through my veins

It was Christmas time and you were there

In that moment, time had stopped, everything had fallen into place

A feel I hadn't felt before so unknown yet awakened from  my fingertips

Sensitivity in my hand, a movie played in slow motion as your hand touched my hand

we were together, in a stable content feeling it felt like it would be forever

Forever.

Only a dream, but it felt so real, I wish it were real so we both could feel

Non-existent in real life

Recognizing  realization love was never felt  prior after feeling this light

beautiful you are, my heart and senses opened ajar

Settled, content,  no longer curious and searching for pleasures afar

Deep emotions organized with no chaos straightlined  adore

affection no longer unsettled obsession but contentment hearts

Beautiful you are, but more beautiful our connection

I can see myself falling in love with you. 

And not that empty cup filler

I've never really felt how it really feels to be in love.

What does this all mean?

Are we meant to be,  are the stars really aligned, can we just be?

When When When

OR it might just be a dream. A plain desire?