Animousity built from years of the past
Thought what was forgotten healed and crapped
Categorizing, labeling, and judging a friend.
I burned so hurtful it darkened my heart to glass
As fragile as glass, vulnerable I can shatter so fast
The suppressed guilt, the hurtful truth, I stare not forward, but into the ground
Confidence weakens from low self-esteem treatments
Alone, just leave me a lone
Calming I try and calming I hide to escape yet angered with saddening tears
Negative, all fucking negative, I drown in instability humility
Horrible timing, a situation I could not be left alone
Misunderstood and too tormented to explain my feelings calmly
Negative reactions shatter my glass, cutting sharp-edges through my soul
I'm no longer sane, I released dark built up allowances from that monster
The monster grew within my pregnant soul it birthed the same demon I was in conflict the night before
Who was I? It wasn't I, but posessed by evil sprouted from my pain there I stood
Hurting myself and the ones I love unconsciously by high tempted choice
In that moment, everything that made who I was, was caged and torcherd
My vision blurs and a fire burns so strongly circulating with infection to my brain
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