Truly adoring and caring from day 1.
Honesty was kept upfront leaving no room for what I believed could harness hurt
Your agreement I trusted and believed.
Avoiding mistakes I've made in last relationships
Uncomfortable subjects and feelings were brought up and never skipped.
Respectfully deserved, but I was still eventually unappreciated
Perception of the uneasiness and fear I had expressing it was never appreciated
Challenging myself to put in complete honesty, I felt you deserved it.
One day....
A tornado of emotions came from nowhere
Caught off guard, confused, and mind boggled led me to think
How the fuck did we get here?
Staring around in disbelief
Your agreement was fronted by an image
An image portraying everything that I wanted and desired
An image of what I was attracted to
An image of how you wanted to me to perceive you
An image of a down ass chick who didn't give a fuck and kept it real.
Mind boggled, caught off guard, and lead on
Honesty wasn't upfront and a continuously surfaced
I feel like such a fool found victim to a love embezzlement
In all honesty on your end, I was just a bad investment.
Six months is a long time. Not long enough to really know someone.
Emotions and truth were bottled and hidden well on your end
Eventually the truth comes out
Acts, experssions, and reactions of s different person began to surface.
The ugly truth: You never kept it real
I fell victim to fall for this image you portrayed; you are not that same person.
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