Everything it seems you've got.
Every person you desire, you don't got.
Every understanding you wish someone did.
They just don't know how you feel when its unannounced.
When a person misinterprets, doubts, and assumes with me.
Automatically I think of her.
Because I think she'd be the first to understand me.
But she's not here
And I'm here.
Does she think about me?
Will she ever give me a call or tell me she misses me?
These kind of things that I want
Even after the places I've traveled
You would think I'd be changed and helped
Truth is, I'm still feeling lonely.
I'm starting to desire everyone around me.
But Really. I still want her.
And boy I think that I do miss her.
I've seen a lot in these last two weeks.
Experienced things some old people haven't even seen
I value the memories and I sure miss it.
I've got all that I need.
Am I just being greedy?
Or could it be the after-effects of drugs/alcohol again
Also a common pattern about me.
Ha..which are usually the best poems
When im down in the chemical dried dumps.
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